Thursday, February 23, 2006

remorse.

i never thought things came out this way. what am i doing? aix. i hurt him. i neglected him. i dunno what to say. i'm so guilty over it. he no longer believes me. what can i say? i have no right to ask him to believe me again. he works OT just to buy mp3 for me. he's tired. he's in pain. he fell sick. i dunno. i din ask. if he dun tell me, i dunno when i'll noe it. i just wanna let him know. i really love him. no one could replaced him. i'm really sorry that i neglected him. i dunno what to say. i really had no feelings for youlong. that's for sure. the person i'm always thinking is you. you work for such a long time, my heart is aching. i wonder when you'll just stop working. but what can i do? aix. i'm really sorry. felt so remorse. what you want me to do, then you'll forgive me? i will do anything. anything. can you pls forgive me? i'm really sorry. aix.